I have
been recollecting a lot of incidents and the lovely serendipity that has
been occurring from past few months. I love the whole idea
of connecting the dots and solving puzzles. Few months back I felt
like I have lost direction; direction of life, of where things are
going, am I doing good enough?
Is this career or lifestyle is enough for me? Yet I was happy,as there was
nothing to ask for; nothing to repent for; nothing to cry for; nothing to fight
for; yet there was something that was shouting in the back of my mind. Everyone
around me is struggling with one thing or another. Few people want things of
others, few want things that doesn’t belong to them, few want things
that belong to them but they don’t know what to do with it, some are
anxious to take steps and stay as blithe, some are passionate about things
and doing efforts for that, but the results aren't in their favor.
But
when I ask the same question to me -
"what I want?" I got nothing for the
first time. As if I am quench with what I have; but then as a
slow swimmer, I got my answer. The answer is you can never be
satisfied. You have to keep moving. If you lament you thirst then
there is nothing to explore.
Life is all
about living. Living is about believing. Believe that you are born for a
purpose. The purpose can be big or small; it can be huge or petty. But the
point is you have to make a mark. Believe in every part of you. Believe that
you are capable of doing things beyond your
approach; things you think are hard rock for you.
If you lay
low and feel contented then you will be like granny and grandpa who will be
sitting on there chair the whole day; doing nothing. They will tell
fictional stories of what they could be or what they wanted to be; but for them
the time has gone.” The ship has left the harbor”. They have
surrendered themselves to fate and the proverbs like "kisi ko apne naseeb se zayada nahi milta"
are there resting thoughts.
I have
no such plans for myself. I don’t want to obviate the fact
that I have a life to prove something, to give meaning to. And that
meaning is still not defined.
I came
across a new theory of why people paint R.I.P before the name of the dead
person because now the time for them to rest. It is time when you think about
resting; a lay back. They have nothing to worry about no past, no present, and
no future. They have served their purpose. That’s why, they rest in
peace. Ah, peace so divine.
But as for the one who are still living. It’s hard, very hard to stay in peace.
They still have to explore the dimensions of life. Even the yogi's
and sanyasi are not at peace. They are exploring the truth of the
universe in their own way. They are also contributing to the world.
Here’s one
more theory, when an entrepreneur starts a new venture. He never
thought about how to make things favorable for others. He does it for himself.
It’s his unquenchable thirst to make a difference in "his" life.
Although, if things work out and everything went well; he makes difference to
others life as well. So the point is, every single person is putting an effort
for a better life, which directly or indirectly affects others as well.
Human propensity is always to do something for him, first than for others.
Prove you existence and do something which you feel right.Don't bound your
thoughts and imagination by the chains of society dogmas rules and
ancient traditions. God gave you a carefree life.
He doesn't distinguish you with caste, sex, religion, rank,
height, weight. It’s you who categorize the way of your life in all such
aspects. Life comes carefree; it’s you
who complicate it.
Remember you cannot make everyone happy. So stop restraining yourself with
relationships. Do something [doesn't matter big or small].
Even a single step can make a difference,
if you
believe,
believe to
live,
Live Life.
